a little bit about me..

Hi. I'm anaobsessed16. i'm 16, live in Southampton England and i have anorexia and bulimia. I suppose this is gonna be like an online diary for me, so i'm sorry if theres swearing in it, its just that i have alot of problems and take it out on writing rather then cutting, as that is a bad way to let feeloing out, trust me, i've been there and done it.
So i suppose you want to know how it all started.... I'm going to tell you some very personal stuff about me, as you don't know my real name it won't really matter.
Ok it all started just before xmas last year. (Xmas 07). I found out that my dad was gay... YES GAY! After being married to my mum for 15 years but being with her for 21, i find out hes gay! I only find out because i find emails, and then ask him. I then see a picture of a man sat on our sofa, i ask him, he says thats not our sofa i replied it is, thers a picture of my brother on his wedding say in the background. After that my dad put me up against the wall, and strangled me, my mum did nothing and cried!!!! Then he went and started on her, my mum tried to throw him out.
Anyways after that alot more violence happened. The police were called 4 times in one night. As he kept coming back.
My way of coping has always been not eating, i got that of my mum, who also has an eating disorder. But i soon got bored of not eating, so one night i binged, then i panicked, and purged. I don't purge often but i do sometimes, especially when i binge. My friends don't talk about my weight loss anymore, they hae given up nagging me to eat, so has my family.
So thats my story. Thanks for taking the time to read it, i'll write everyday! x x x
anaobsessed.piczo.com that is my website. Pleasse visit it. Thankyou x x x