oh noo!

well last night my mum decided to force me to et dinner. I have been on a fast for 2 weeks and she ruined it. My dad was just saying to me, 'you have to eat' i was just thinking, no i don't if i eat i will get fat, i don't want to be fat so stop telling me to eat. Afterwards i purged. i had to get rid of it.

My mum was like that wasn't so bad was it?? i said to her 'do you know how many calories there are in a piece of pie mum?' she sed no.

So things at home are quite bad right now. I just hope i don't binge because that would be quite bad, as i'm trying to get out of it! I have an extra day of school on monday, which is not very good because my mum is going to ask me if i had breakfast, if i want lunch